You and I hung out at your best friends house. We had a pretty good talk. I’m going to try and be more patient with you. I’m not ready to move on. And the fact that you told me to “just hold on” the way you did makes me want to try even harder. I’m falling for you again and I’m okay with taking things slow. ♡

I watched this movie tonight with Kait and Brandon. Being molested myself, this movie really got to me. I literally wanted to cry at the end but had to hold my tears back. I hate watching movies/shows that have to do woth someone getting sexually assaulted…especially at such a young age. I can unfortunately relate so much.

I cannot wait for my T25 to come in the mail! I’m so determined to lose weight. I seriously want to lose 40-45 lbs. No joke. I weigh the most I ever have. Yeah sure my height makes it look like I don’t weigh a whole lot but I really do……

You won’t let me in. I’m trying to hold back so much but I care way too much. I hate that I’m this attached already again.

We pretty much spent all weekend together. I picked you up from work, we went camping with my friends and went to Chili’s and Chen’s yesterday. I thought it was going well until you decided to Skype the ex. Like really? And you are in a tough spot cause you don’t know which way to go? I feel like you are trying to choose between me, the girl that you dated before me and the chick that you recently broken up with (who you also cheated on me with 4 years ago).

Like come on…..you’re 27 years old. Quit acting like a child and make up your mind. I just wish I could dig into your brain and figure out what you’re really thinking.

Quit fucking Skyping your ex